When you look at your life and things don’t make sense, or what you always wanted is still not happening now is the time to just let it go. There is something within the lack of what is manifested that is not in your best interest. You may analytically say no way, no way, but at this point, with this huge transformation taking place I would offer you the suggestion to let go of all those disappointments. You can still want what you want, but if it hasn’t worked. Let’s just let it go and clear everything out so that what is new and different can manifest for you.
You may think, how many times do I do this??? As many as it takes! Be patient.